FRIK

lmao oh my gosh im so mad at myself.i keep telling myself to write in here buht guhhhhhdamnnn i just dont.its frikin weird how i read my firends blogs buht i dont even write in mine!soo soo soo dumb.ya know!well well well.okii iono wasup with me lately ive been caught up in some weird ass shit like no lie. hmmm lets give an update on how i am lately. well okiii its march 5 ya know its my ex's bday. his name is rj and of course i am iffy bout him.hes turnin 18 i believe.yess i know pretty old buht ya know age cant beat what i felt for him.hmmm okii well im currently in mr.yanoskas class for comp class.im waiting for babes text buht ehh i think hes quite mad at me at the moment.cause i wasnt listening to him this morning :[ i regret it like fuhreal.i dont wanna lose him.hes like the person that really gets me happy and gets me  excited.i saw him yesterday!we went to qcup and then to the park :] heheh buht he had to leave early!cause he has his curfew ya know!well i waited waited with him at the bus stop [46] hehe.like always we'd fool around!and yeah i gave him kisses on the cheek and gave him kisses and i held his hand huged him of course.hehe

yesterday was soooo fun and like i cant even get over it :O like he told me things i think i shouldnt have known buht was so curious about it.sorry for confusing you buht it was like :O oh my gosh situation!hehe i wen to sleep happily :]

wellllll hmm ill blog about my day of march 4 :] soon.very soon SOMEONE REMIND ME TO BLOG ABOUT IT!lmao.

oki back to subject. i feel soo uplifted and everything buht everything around me is effecting me. about my own best friends grandmother tradegy. about me goin to the philippines. still allowing the fact i lost someone i truely loved. was it love? or was i just sprung? did he even have true feelings?iono buht im getting over him.buhtt iono i just want baby and my friends at my side through all these feelings.i still cant believe bout yesterday i saw him x) woohoo!well blog to come in like a few minutes!i think imma post two more blogs today!iono. LMAO i truely have no life buht hey im the one entertaining u :P soo shadap!